Dear friend,

You'll never read this.
You probably shouldn't.
You probably don't believe in this technology.
But you should know that the short time we spent together changed my life forever.
You wouldn't believe me if I told you.
You would probably brush it off.
But maybe it would make your heart smile deep down inside.

You inspired me and continue to inspire me every day.
We don't talk much but that doesn't stop me of thinking about you and how you would view me.
Your opinion is still important to me.
You help keep me in check.
I wish that we could've spent more time together but things don't work out for a reason.
You make me push myself harder than anyone can.

It's always strange when you connect with certain people.
It's unexplainable.
But then again, that's life.
It's never to be known why it happens.
Chemistry?
You can study my brain for waves and my nerves for electrical impulses but it doesn't explain why the heart feels the way it does.
For this reason, you make me believe that we all have souls and exist not just in human form, but also in spirit.
I would give anything just to see you smile.
I would give everything just to hear your laughter.
Just to see that little sparkle, that little light flickering in your eyes.
I care about you even when I know I shouldn't.
I will continue to do so perhaps forever.

You were placed in my life to teach me spirituality, to recognize good and evil.
To experience friendship and quality versus quantity.
To help me realize that time passes quickly and to never let my inner child die.
When I look back to a short year ago, we found one another on a night like any other.
A year later, I now know what I want out of life.
To be lucky enough to meet someone like you ever again will be a great blessing.

There are some things that you have shown me and I view them as your mistakes.
From your shortcomings and unfortunate mishaps, I was able to learn not to follow that path.
I was seeking direction when I met you, and universe willing, I got it.
There are things I wish I could've done differently, but at the end of the day, if I am happy, I will take it with open arms and an open heart and keep smiling into tomorrow.

I look up to you, and I look up to very few.

It's theurapedic to write you a letter that you'll never receive.
It doesn't matter that you'll never read it.
It's out now, and everything I say is the truth.
I think sometimes you might be able to tell how much I care about you.
I think sometimes you might just care as equally back.

Thank you for your guidance.
Thank you for your patience.
Thank you for the direction.
Thank you for your advice.
Thank you for your criticism.
Thank you for your long phone calls.
Thank you for the adventures.
I'll never forget them.
Most of all, thank you for being you.



Love from your friend...